I'll be posting the link over and over again on this one.
Adddddddddddddddddd it
http://cerracouture.livejournal.com/

Are you aware of what you told me on Saturday?
Obviously not, Because now you "love" some other girl.
I'm not a girl you use when you have no one around, I'm not your play-toy.
Fuck, Why am I so stupid.

Everyone's so "happy"
I'm not at all.

I can't wait for these<3
I love my bifffff!

I really do hate my Mother anymore.
REALITY CHECK MOM,
You do not tell me what to do, OR try to run my life.
Kthanks.

Not good, Not good, Not good.
You'd think I'd be happy, But instead I have Panic Attacks about it.
Fuck.

Fuck today.

That's all I'm saying  :X

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Oh and, Might as well call your LiveJournal
BoyfriendJournal, Becuase that's all you fucking write about.
No one cares.

Maybe this whole Love thing, Isn't for me.

Fuck.

I'm so glad I let you go.
You want her more and you always will.
But I remember when I first gave you a chance, It was a whole differnt story.
I never settle for second best.

Can we last through the winter
The water’s starting to freeze
The only one who remembers
Taking the wrong step falling in front of me
This body’s already aging
These nights are already long
And if I last through the winter I swear to you now, I wont call

Congratulations,
Go home now

Will we last through the winter
Will we make it to see
I never wanted a partner
And I never loved you now you are free to leave
This heart is already frozen
I can't remember the fall
And if I last through the winter I swear to you now, I won't call

Congratulations,
Go home now

It's too late it's too late
They won't let go
Follow five foot steps through that open door, Open door
It's too late its too late
They won't let go
Follow five foot steps through that open door, Open door

It must be buried under the heart
That makes this pace consistant
You'll find it torn, thats gates been open
And I’ve been wondering, if you'd been real with us

It’s too late

It's too late it's too late
They won't let go
Follow five foot steps through that open door, Open door
It's too late its too late
They won't let go
Follow five foot steps through that open door, Open door

Its that start stop and go
You've been dying for, You've been dying for

I'll write You just to let you know, That I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go, Cause I'm not.

Shake it off.
Pick yourself up, they say.
Your life fell apart in your hands, and you've got the scars to prove it.
It's not the first time, and they're getting deeper.
Pull it together.
Button up your shirt.
Roll down those sleeves.
Don't let them see how you've coped.
More and more your demeanor looks like quicksand.
It seems like your giving up on everything you worked for.
It's pulling you under.
It's gripping around your throat.
Life can be overwhelming, but don't turn your back on the strongest crutch you've ever had.
They have always been there to brace your fall.
Wave goodbye to the past.
You've got your whole life to lead.
It's time to gain some ground